About time!

Let me try define time without using the good old Oxford, I shall call a Bronanition of time... sounds good!

(Clear throat) Time...

• the space in between where you are and where you want to be.
• the waiting period in a persons life.
• the period you wait for something, anything to happen.
• it heals wounds.
• it has the ability to heal a broken heart.
• it can clear the mind.
• it is not guaranteed.

Actually... wait! Let me complain about time rather. Why does it always seem to lag?? When it comes to work the clock stops, time stands still or moves forward at snails pace... REALLY! But.. oh wait when you are having fun it seems to race off towards the finish line... again REALLY!

Time requires patience, this is something that I seriously battle with. So now, I have this master plan of leaving my job and becoming a world famous artist ( I am like being serious ok!). I had all these concepts, ideas, plans and have nailed it down to ONE. Now, with time comes the process, I get that! I also have to be realistic about how I go about this whole new venture. I need moola (cash, money, tom) to sustain whatever life I will have in the mean time before a gallery sweeps in to exhibit my work. I need to research bla bla but all I really want to do is paint and yes the ball is rolling but cant it roll a little faster. This is my patience problem coming through ANYWAY!

SO, time (you little biscuit) I have a love hate relationship with you. I love the fact that I need you to make sure that I do things right, that you can heal broken hearts. I love that you can surprise me on being perfect, I love it that you allow me to spend precious time with family, friends, sunrises and sunsets. I LOVE my quiet time.

I hate it that you are too short, we never have enough of you! I hate it went you run out on a song that I wish would carry on just a little longer. I hate it that you cut some peoples time short. When you have longer periods causing heart ache while a loved one is away. I hate wasting you and Holidays are too short by the way!

So with all the above said I kinda dig you regardless. There is a Huge reason for you and when my time comes I will throw one hell of foot stomping, 80's clapping, semi dress up party.

Sincerely
Bronzi

P.S. In closing I will leave you with some super cool passages on time.

A time and season for everything

Ecc 3:1 To every thing there is a season, and a time for every purpose under the heavens:
Ecc 3:2 a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pull up what is planted;
Ecc 3:3 a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
Ecc 3:4 a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
Ecc 3:5 a time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
Ecc 3:6 a time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to throw away;
Ecc 3:7 a time to tear, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
Ecc 3:8 a time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.  

"But these things I plan won’t happen right away. Slowly, steadily, surely, the time approaches when the vision will be fulfilled. If it seems slow, do not despair, for these things will surely come to pass. Just be patient! They will not be overdue a single day!" (Habakkuk 2:3 LB)

I seem to be really bad at.....

• Keeping up to-date with posting on balloonvine. The reason I think is firstly, I am lazy FULL STOP! Blogging is something that needs to be planned in order to engage with the reader. To not be boring and actually enrich a life with interesting facts, inspirational somethings and well I guess so that people will spread the word. 
• Saving money, Especially at the moment..... jeepers! I cant seem to say no to anything. Friend: Hey lets do lunch? Bron: Sounds awesome! Friend: Hey, you free for dinner every night this week? Bron: Let me check my diary... YES! Friend: You keen to go to every single festival possible this year? Bron: Oh my word.. YES!!
• Wearing my heart on my sleeve. That stuff is crazy the whole falling deeply, madly note book vibe in love thing. Butterflies having a rave in your stomach, only having eyes for each other, not caring about anything else... WHAT! I really wish I was slightly better at not being such a cynic when it comes to falling in love. The wall around my little heart is about 100m high and +/- 3m thick.. give or take. Oh and not to forget the electric fence.
• Being on time. I will make sure I have enough time to either get ready or just to get somewhere but those little last 10min are hazardous and flip man.... i land up being late. Even tried tricking myself by setting my watch 10min later... still late!
• Dealing with being cold. I hate being cold HATE HATE it!!! Really nothing more to it! I am just not a happy camper and cannot hide it well.
• Spelling, Punctuation, Grammar. You know the formal writing thing.   
• Leaving tea bags, next to the tea cup, on the counter after making the most awesome cuppa tea.
• Singing.... But boy oh boy do I love to hit them high notes.

With all the above said, I do think I am good at things too. Does one not find it easier to point out their negatives rather than their positive point, attributes and characteristics. I will have a good think and see what I can come up. Hope you do the same!!