Functioning on nothing.

Well, this past week was uuummmm rather random. Firstly, after the last post I think my brain switched over to "I Don't give a rats ass" mode and attempted to kill me - Death by lack of sleep!

It was a cold, wet Thursday evening. The wind was howling and sending shivers down my spine. - see how I attempted to create the mood and make it semi dramatic?! ANYWAY, a dear friend thought it a grand idea to paint the town red on this here THURSDAY night (did she not think the paint would wash away from all the bloody rain!) Bon - Party on a school night SOUNDS AWESOME! Too many nonalcoholic beverages and in bed at 01:30ish only to wake up (body clock time) 05:30, Ef you gym! - tea, shower, wake up and work.

Now, its Friday OK and as a glorified FOMO I cant stay home on a FRIDAY... WHAT, dont be silly! Food, party, party, party, bed 03:30. Wake up 07:00 appointment, movie, sundowners... SLEEEEEPPPPP 10:00. Sunday morning 06:30 drive, airport, fly, work, fly, drive and then DIE!

So, after all of this I survived. Please tell me I am not the only person who feels as though they aged about a zillion years after one bender of a weekend?!? RYAN GOSLING... crap... sorry mind fart moment... HOT! Having a rocker lifestyle - yes because I classify this weekend as a rocker lifestyle... it's hard work man and flippen expensive but hey! I mean do you ever want to regret having too much fun? I didn't think so.

Peace be with you all.
x

TWENTY SEVEN...

OH MY WORD I AM TWENTY SEVEN!!!! For some reason this hit me BIG time after this weekend. You have all heard them older folk saying "my body is 50 but in my mind I am still 21" well I am 27 and in my mind I am still flippen 21, 22 even 23!!!

What makes you older than you seem? Or what makes you feel younger than you are? Do I dress, act, take life seriously enough, speak, look like a 21 27 year old and what would one actually look like if you dressed according to your age... am I making sense here? I have always been more of a tom boy, who dances (really well) around the house singing, dive bombing my sister when she is sleeping, running around the pool chasing my dog while throwing my arms up wildly in the air, no shoes please and play fighting with my brother and boy cousins.

With saying this, I have found that I have become slightly too old for certain clubs around Jozi (not saying I will not go) I do prefer a nice dinner with friends with a bottle glass of wine (not saying I don't like to dance my behind off). But that is just clubbing this is more about me growing up. I think my saving grace is that my cousins (most of) are all in their 20's and since I do hang out with them A LOT I do not feel judged on my random behavior (and it is oh so random!)

I guess this goes back to the last post on "time, I do not think I will ever grow up to be this super serious woman. I love life far too much to give it up to boredom, routine, what society thinks is acceptable behavior (still have morals though) and I guess I do not ever want to regret ANYTHING! Yes age is just a number so does that mean I should just carry on the only way I know how... randomly? MMMM big thought in this little head of mine today!

Peace out yo!!! - would a 27 year old say that?... sh*t!

P.S. OH brother... I just had a daymare... THIRTY!! haha Jokes!